Remember Tow-Gaa, whose picture you saw earlier?...
He was born in 1995 in the middle of Liberia's long and bloody civil
war. By the time of his birth, there had already been 5 years of
brutality and terror. An estimated 200,000 Liberians had lost their
lives, and 1.8 million were in need of humanitarian aid.
I do not know this
young man's story. I only know that Buchanan was not spared its share
of bullets and bloodshed. I can only imagine the long nights of anxiety
and fear that his parents must have faced as his mother's due date came
ever closer. All over the country,
child-soldiers had brutally ripped open other pregnant women. The guns
and the screams and the blood were all that anyone could think about. Nothing else mattered. There were no hopes and dreams. There were no plans for the future. There
was no future. Only today, and the fear of death. The war was
all-consuming. And so when he was born, they named him Tow-Gaa--which means "War-Man" or "Boy of the War."
Then
there was a brief respite, but the end was not yet. Four more years of
conflict would follow--and it would get a lot worse before it got any
better. By 2003, when finally an uncertain peace returned to the land, a
quarter million Liberians had died and a
million had been displaced.
Now Tow-Gaa was 8 years old, but of course he had not yet started school. Today he is 17 and in grade 7.
Sometimes I wonder: What
do little boys, who were born in war, think about? What about teenage
boys, like Tow-gaa, whose earliest formative years were filled with fear and terror--what
do they think about now? Tow-Gaa attends a church school in Buchanan--but what does he really think about? What does he think about God? |